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sometimes life is just so utterly fucked.
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[30 Jul 2008|01:26pm] |
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[30 Oct 2007|10:27pm] |
I really fucking hate how stupid I am right now.
school is fucked up this year.
fuck.
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[26 Aug 2007|12:21pm] |
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School begins again in about a week or so. This year things will be very different.I am ever so determined to get good grades so that i can qualify for some kind of scholarship... I really am hoping to move out in a year or so. Living at home is wonderful and Free, But i am comming to that point where the little things are what make me angry. Also, I really want my own kitty cat *laughs* I miss having a kitty, and i certainly won't be able to have one living at home. So when i move out a cat will be one of the first things i purchase *laughs*
I will be getting my g2 hopefully in september.My final driving lesson is this friday and then i will call and book my test. I cannot wait for the freedom of being able to drive where ever i please. The bus is so frustrating.
Also, I am saving up to get my first tattoo i think. I am very nervous about it.... so we'll see if it ever really happens. But i am quite determined. I would like to get a small cute ice cream cone with a cherry on top.on my lower back almost on mah bumm bumm. I have also been thinking that a geisha on my right shoulder would just be lovely. But i think i will refrain from something that large until i have gotten the little one on my bum *laughs* I really hope that i can muster up the courage to go get this done. It's something i have wanted to do for a long time, but i just can't bring myself to go and do it. I've decided that when i am about 70-80 years old... I don't think that i will be caring what people have to say about my body anyways. I mean... I will probably be wearing diapers or some shit anyways *laughs* I figure live life while you can, right?
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[19 May 2007|12:29pm] |
So, I have been working for a friend of my moms doing some filling, and faxing out junk and what not. 8 hour days, everyday of the week. and it's super tiring. But i'm making 12 bucks an hour so I can't complain. :) sadly most of the money i make goes into the bank for my education. but oh well!
I am loving that school is done, and i cannot wait to pick courses for next year. I really wish i had the marks for journalism, I don't know where film studies will take me. Probably to mc donalds hahaha. ...err..... that sucks. :P But i'm sure i will find something. perhaps i will change my major to something like buisness.
All my friends are back home, except Nat cause she is staying in toronto!! I'm happy for her though :)
But yeah it's so nice to have my friends back home with me. This year was pretty lonely. I can't count how many friday or saterday nights i spent at home by myself. So i really appreciate having everyone home with me now :D
Life is great. And I have nothing to complain about.
I hope everyone is having a delicious summer holiday <3
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[21 Dec 2006|02:23am] |
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I don't think I have ever felt so shitty about myself as I do right now.
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[16 Dec 2006|06:51pm] |
Ahhhh dragonheart is such a wonderful movie <3
but now i am all teary and sad.
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[15 Nov 2006|04:03am] |
OH MY GOD! GILMORE GIRLS IS BLOWING MY MINNNNNND!!!!
I LOVE MARTY! I AM SO HAPPY THAT HE IS BACK!
*squeeeeeeeeeeee*
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[05 Nov 2006|01:45am] |
Highlights from last nights events:
CAGE was awesssssssome!!!!!!!!!! as was atherton and sire!!!!
me and candace got our picture taken by some cute snowboard loving lesbian.
Guy with TWO GRILLLS! grinning at the sexy dancers.
some girl wearing a disgusting green bathingsuit top..... as a shirt!
some wierd drunk boy tried to grind against me awkwardly.
and the highlight of my life:
JESSE: What would you do, if i just tottaly spun my head around 360 degress?!
ME: DOOOOOOOON'T !!!!!!!!!!!! * very sincere*
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[15 Oct 2006|12:12pm] |
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I went to see the science of sleep with my lovely friends Md, and candace, and my loverly boyfriend of love jesse.
It was an awesome movie to say the least. there actually isn't much i feel that you can really say about it other than. "it was awesome and stylistic" hahaha.
but for serious. I recomend that every body runs out and sees it today, as today is the final day that it plays at bytown. so GO GO GO!
I had a bath this morning and i feel quite rejuvenated.
I have tons of reading to catch up on today. it's so easy to fall behind.
OH YEAH! AND WHILE I WAS WALKING TO THE THATER THERE WAS THIS CRAZZZZZZZZZZY BIRD YO! LIKE.. WHAT THE HELLLS KIND OF BIRD WAS THAT?! it was black and white and it's neck was like a big puffy sphere of fluff. so strange. it was just sitting there on a light post, making it's strange bird noise looking all cool. i tried to get a picture of it with my cell, but it couldn't zoom in enough. too bad.
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[24 Sep 2006|08:55pm] |
I really hate how jeans are made for people with small bums.
end of story.
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[18 Aug 2006|12:28am] |
snakes on a plane was CRAZY.
i am never flying again !!!
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[11 Aug 2006|07:54pm] |
I forgot how much i loved pretty girls make graves. <3
every one must go download them immediately... or buy there album, but who does that these days :P
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[09 Aug 2006|12:41am] |
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i can't believe that it's august already, it seems as though summer wizzed right on by without me.
but I must admit that I am quite excited to be going to university this year. it will be nice to finally be taking courses that interest me.
still no job. i wonder what people are thinking when they interview me or when they read my resume that makes me seem so terrible that they shouldn't hire me. I must be doing something wrong.
i think that i am going to see if the library is looking for volunteers so that at least i can gain some experience to put on my resume.
i went to neas cottage for the sunday and monday. it was delightful :) we watched Charade, a movie starring the lovely audrey hepburn. she is deffinetly one of my favorite acrtesses. it was an excellent film. I think that when i get some money i am going to try and buy myself a collection of her movies, if i can find them. Older movies are hard to come by these days i find. even if just to rent sometimes.
lately when i wake up in the morning the house smells like fall, and i love it. don't you love that?
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[07 Jul 2006|10:10pm] |
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Sand sifts through my hands like they are fleshy collinders.
crumbled rock from god knows how long ago.
the reminence of dead sea animals and dinosaurs.
fish crap and all that disgusting shit.
to be honest.
I would rather have that comfy feeling of stepping on crumbled rocks, crumbled life
than the tickling feeling of the sea's weedy arms all over my legs.
- job searching starts now. I am in the midst of filling out an application for the hell hole people call Ipsos. hopefully i get the job, because i am honestly way to lazy to hunt for another one.
I am deffinetly so lazy lately.
I never feel like doing anything, plus i have not been sleeping well at all. I am always tired and cranky.
Tommorow, i will stay in with jesse and we will celebrate one and a half years of being together by playing video games all day. i cannot wait.
I must retire to my bed now, and watch boondocks<3 before I go to bed.
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[03 Jul 2006|06:05pm] |
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soo, i am trying to pick my courses for next year. and it's being a bitch.
so far all it will let me pick is ENG1602 20th century literature... or something of the sorts.
it won't let me pick anything else.
and.. when i was looking through all the available programs, i noticed ENG1005 ....but apparently that isn't available this year *HATEFEST*
and i can't seem to be able to find the first year seminar i want to take from the add/drop classes section. it's something like.. FYSM1001 reading art and culture.... but where is it !? I DON'T KNOWOWOWOOWWOWOWO.
THE INTERNET HATES ME. WHYYYYYYY. WHYYYYYY can't i just pick my gosh darned courses!?
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[13 Jun 2006|05:59pm] |
ME AND NATALIE FOR BEST COSTUMES!!! !! !
and a whole bunch of others.... JOKES! OUR SCHOOL CLEANED IT YYEEEEEEAAAAAHHHHHHHH
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[24 May 2006|09:50pm] |
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You know what i hate?!
I hate when I am trying to write an article for yearbook, and every single time I type in the word. "MERIVALE" microsoft word puts a stupid red squiggly line under it!!! why can't it just understand that it is a proper noun?! WHY!? I am sooo picky about having squiggly lines all over my screen when i am writing something.... if i have to click ignore ONE MORE TIME!.. my brain might just implode on itself!
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